Monthly Archives August 2016

Aug 26, 2016

Warmth of Love

Warmth of Love Let not my love grow cold. Tie it to Your waist Lord. Stay the flow of Your Broken Heart for it is the warmth of Love that keeps me deep within Your Grace.

Aug 19, 2016

“I did it ALL for them! …really?”

Flash of Silver…the leap that changed my world

Question #37
Rite of Passage Fourteen –A Journey Resumed–
1959. I am 25 years old

Q: All for them! A new job in a new country and the need to provide; all this takes time, focus and commitment. But what about the “heart felt” needs? Did you ever put achievement before family? 

Graham_Kerr_Blog_Family from Graham Kerr on Vimeo.

Surely it has not escaped your notice that recently I have taken up a good deal of mine and your time on my work related focus during the early years of marriage when youthful strength joined forces with demanding competition and the completely logical desire to provide successfully for my family.

How often have you heard the well-worn excuse when real stress makes its mark, “But, I did it all for my family!”

Well, in my case, I could have easily said just that…except it really wasn’t true!

I burned that candle at both ends because I didn’t want to fail –either for their sake or for mine but mainly mine!

I could have spent as little as a half hour a day and written a letter – Did I not have thirty minutes to spare? Of course I did, but it was filled with “what ifs” instead of what…was!

It had all begun with the Royal Ascot and being asked to take over the General Management position from my dad. Of course it was way beyond me…BUT…what a start, a General Manager at twenty-three years old…yikes!

But what a cost, absolute stress and the loss of our second child! Then came Chief Catering Advisor to an Air Force (albeit a small one). That would take five years on my way to thirty and I could close my doors at 5:30pm and we could be a family…at last!

BUT, I needed to prove myself to my new nation and so the Vice President of the Wine and Food Society; radio, television, followed by books upon books…

Guess what…no time again, always out to prove myself first as a manager, then a gourmet, a celebrity, an author…always with a head filled with “what ifs” and so seldom “what was”!

So…what about now?

On September 17, 2015 just 5 days short of our 60th wedding anniversary my beloved Treena breathed her last breath. It was for her that I have done so much…eventually but on the way I was driven for more than my family.

At times it was competition and the ever present ‘ratings’ which, when very good, were like a good housekeeping seal of approval almost stamped into my forehead!

Millions watched me worldwide but what about my family; was I really doing it ALL for them?

14 million cookbooks sold…hundreds and thousands of detailed ‘measured’ words that had to work well the first time they were used.

And my family waited and waited! How many more programs and books were needed? Well, there was a contract…an obligation to finish.

Eventually, as you may read in my book, there was a time when it was enough – a time to ‘do a small thing and do it well’ with the family I have always loved…and for whom I did a great deal…but not ALL because the rest was done for my sake and I’m deeply sorry for all those years that could have been.


There remain now the years that are and the family I have left and the memory of the extraordinary woman without whose sacrifice I may not have achieved…anything?

Graham and Treena Kerr with a few of their booksPS. This week I read Treena’s poem This Love

Aug 19, 2016

This Love

This Love As a gentle tide, soothing, calm. Serenity caresses me Tis equal to a gentle kiss Saturating mind and spirit. Giving repose to yearning souls, With tranquility and peace. This – Is His everlasting love.

Aug 05, 2016

Jesus Was His Name

Jesus Was His Name Jesus was His name From the Creator, God He came Came as a babe – a lowly babe Born of a virgin, it is said. He was a King – a Royal King Whose Kingdom was not yet to be Until His subjects, one and all, Could truly love their enemy. […]

Graham Kerr holding two packaged stacks of cards
Aug 05, 2016

Does distance make the heart grow fonder?

Flash of Silver…the leap that changed my world Question #34 Rite of Passage Twelve –Flying Solo– 1958 –I am twenty-four years old   Q: Separated: has a large distance ever separated you from your loved ones? How did it feel, at first…when so much about you was new? Treena and I had been married almost […]